Dimensions
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No one ever had to mention
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There's no time to react
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As you've been taken to another dimension
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The life's and destiny's pact.
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So ususpectedly I picked up the phone expecting to hear my mother's voice. She was very calm. I was busy, doing something, as usual. I was drinking tea. She asked me so calmly and in a way that I felt that she would be asking something about a routine, that devoured me.
'Wanna go to Egypt?'
I let my tea cup go. Uncounsciously.
'Well yeah'
So, my friends, I'll be away for a week.
I feel like I'm going into another dimension. From winter tears to summer fears.
I am afraid. Of what?
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Crushed Creations
Built to be destroyed
Hidden frustrations
We shouldn't be disturbed
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Me? I'm afraid of
the TV turning on
when I don't have
the remote
I'm afraid of
oceanary disharmony
while cruising
in a boat
I'm afraid of
fearing
phobias, paranoias, diseases
They're killing me
While keeping me
Alive
I'm afraid of
yet-to-be-done harm
I'm a fraid of clocks stopping
Something I could never have done
I'm afraid of decisions
And uncertain actions
I'm afraid of war
And human-based soap manufactures
And how bacteria eats me
from the inside
I'm afraid of religion
What if God hates me?
No place to hide.
I'm afraid of uncouscious thinking
My mind enslaves me
And I'm afraid of Utopia
and the hopes it gave me.
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I will be back in a week. See you then. As for now I am afraid of lack of reason.
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No. Don't ask. Not today.
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Marilyn Manson - Come White
(hed)P.E. - The Meadow
18 comments:
that's fucking hot. yeah! loved it. superb, edyta. wow. lol. ; D
oh and i LOVE the pic!!!! ; D. sexy.
Yep you do write like i take photos, i just seems so...real. So enthusiastic. I'll try to get some photos on saturday. It's cool that you get to go to egypt, i've only ever been on holiday once when i was young, but never anywhere like egypt. Hope you have a good time. BTW, you say that you are afraid of religion and unconsious thinking, maybe religion is unconsious thinking, i think believing something of small evidence is, though religion isn't all bad, there are philosophies that can be learnt from them, mainly eastern religions though, tao, buddhist etc. Yet to be done harm, something i think about but never really effects me for some reason, i try not to fear as i do not like to be controlled, and with the power of fear, there may be no limit to what someone can acheive, sort of links in with my life in the nightmare title, and my theory in my profile.
Sam
Well... Yeaaah I'm so excited to go to Egypt...
'I'll try to get some photos on saturday'
Shit... I wont see them... But it's ok, i'll get my paws on ur and mangue_chiquita's blogs as soon as i get back.
Religion?
i have no idea why i wrote that the other day. it's something like this :
People think that there is a loving God.
As long as I do good stuff, God will love me.
There is another religion. It tells kill people, not faithul to ur specific God. So they kill. But wait! killing is a bad thing? Yes. But judging by their logic they must kill coz God said that. This prooves that religion had it's logically inexplicable moments. Whereas, religious people claim that religion doesn't have to be logical or realistic. There is no explanation.
Don't understand me wrong, I have nothing against religion. Not at all. I definatly agree with u abt Buddist or Hindi, or Christian or Islamic... It doesnt matter. They r all special. Religion makes our spiritual world richer. That's important.
Me? Religion is good, all ok with me, as long as it isn't involved into politics. That, my friends, would be a a bad thing.
Yet, I claim that I believe in God. Yes. And I have my doubts at times. Everyone does. Religion is ok as long as it's just a part of ur life and not in anyway UR life in general.
Sue me. That's my opinion.
Sam, you shouldn't have had me started. :D~
Good Luck!
mangue_chiquita
u taaasty little Mango Banana! BTW I'm devouring a banana as we speak... ;DD~ yuuum...
'that's fucking hot. yeah! loved it. superb, edyta. wow. lol. ; D '
Thank u, thank u, ur too kind! ;DD~
No, seriously, thanx for ur nice comments... ;)~ Aww...
in one night...i'm back! prowling the cyber streets. hehe. luv this place.
what kind of religion advocates murder? i don't get that.i think that ppl should be entitled to follow whatever religion they chose to and be respected for that. if their selected religion improves their wellbeing in anyway or whatever, then sure thing. the only thing about religion that bothers me greatly is: the division it appears to have caused over here in aust (actually, the world over)...when it should unite us, huh? edyta? i haven't believed in god for 8 years...long story but i don't go around tryin to convert ppl, etc...i'd like to believe he exists. i'm not even budhist...maybe an evolutionist. lol. shiit, this is long. edyta! you got me started. how dangerous you are, woman! but i luv this "Sue me. That's my opinion.". i like that, so i say it too, muhahaha. funny ; D
lol. you're devouring a banana? freaky! yummm though. never be away from protein, ya hear? hehe. as for the comments? you're so welcome. truly fab. oh man. so jealous! hehe. suck my soul now! hehe. paws? lol. cute cat. hey, so you really are heading to egypt?? awwwww. nooooooo, hehe. i will miss my stalkingvictim/majesty lol. i hope you have a gr8 time too. wow. lucky you. so yeah. keep it up, ok? have fun and i truly did enjoy it. fantastic. take care ; D ; D. all hail the emperor of the world! lol. never get sick of worshipping my queen. hehehe. i'm so creepy. oh shiiit, this is long. oops.lol. ; p. paws you later ;D
edyta??? lol. i feel funny saying that "i'm flamin hot" lol. so vain.
"Enough? More! More! More! ;P~~ lol. I'm disgusting". lol. hilarious. okay,
"i'm flamin hot x three" lol. disgusting? it's funny ; D. if you are, then so am i!
i don't particulary like our new ones. our old ones were fab! damn. they hate you? lol. our neighbours probably think we're snobs...but i don't care. pfff. hehe. nobody loves you? lol. that's not true, your majesty? how can you say such a thing. i won't hear it ;p. you hate the world? is that why you wanna take over...hang on, you already rule supreme! muhahaha.
damn you for leaving this rat. who will i stalk? lol. i'll stalk ka$hassination (poor thing). hehe. so you are going to the pyramids? i'll miss you, fire breathing dragon. i'll be weeping by your fab writings, hehe. i hate you! jk. lol.
"Dragon says: Good luck ;DD~".awwww, lol. such a sombre occasion. thanks for everything, you're fab. such a crack up!! so yeah, have fun & be safe ok? Rat says: good luck and sue me! lol.
mangue_chiquita
damn... i'll miss u ;D~ but hey, i'll take ur soul with me. muahahaha
(that sentence just prooved that i am also creepy. Very.) lol.
laterz...;D~
In response to your comment on my site, yeah it is best to leave religion out of politics, i think it is one of the reasons for these exteme conflicts between the middle east and the USA. A justification for violence sometimes. I don't want to go on too long, but yeah, i agree with you there.
I'll write shortly. Just as i said don't be afraid ;] we're with you, ok ok i know it's even more scary, but still it's ok.
Yeah just remember it's ok, though how could you forget? ;D~
Have fun, take care ;)*
Bring me bebo ;D
I'll miss ya... awwwww.... *hug*
PS. the best songs, hmm ;]~~~
i miss you, my queen. i am wheeping by your fantastic writings. lol. why am i laughing, i'm meant to be sad *cries*. come back now!! ; D. ;D. rat is sad. lol.
come back! lol. who is wearing your crown whilst you're out and about? ...me?
Maria
Dzieki bardzo bardzo bardzo... Bardzo bylo przyjemnie z wami at my homecomming day. Love yaz;*~~
Julia
Its ok, its ok, its ok...:D Love yaz :*~
mangue_chiquita
i'm baaaack... missed ya ;D~
thanx again for ur kindness *cries*
'who is wearing your crown whilst you're out and about? ...me? '
sureee... why not? ;)
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!! welcome back, my queen. missed you heaps (yes, really). you're the best queen ever. lol. how crazy am i? hope you had fun, dragon. ;D. things r back to harmony (not).:P. take care. be back real soon, with pie!
mangue_chiquita
'yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!'
at least someone is scrrrreaming for me! aaaww...
'be back real soon, with pie! '
yes! yes! yes! feeeeeed meeee ;DD~ I'm a maniac... ;D
edyta!! your crown is handed back ...to its rightful owner. i'll go back to being the humble servant.my queen has finally come back! yay! lol..."i'm a manic" lol. my equally manic queen, of course i'd scream for you. my lungs are all yours! hehe.
"feeeeeed meeee" lol. yeah, i brought pie!! enjoy. i hope it's tasty. here's a slice of mango/banana pie. you better like it! : P. i hope it's tasty as it sounds.
i'm here! sos is here. sorry i haven't been around. you know i love stalking you. muahahah. :P. in fact, i'm throwing you a lifesaver. hehe. anything for you. lol. funny. omg, a super hot geisha club is definitely what i'm planning, hehe. but why would you want to be one when you're already emperor of the world?? huh! lol. i'm working my way up to you.
ps- i don't forget nor do i choose to forgive cuz i'm just that nasty! :P
pps- how can you doubt your intelligence? that would be like me doubting my psychotic self...cuz i am. : P lol. hey, is scoobert still around? what did you do to him!
mangue
'here's a slice of mango/banana pie. you better like it! : P. i hope it's tasty as it sounds.'
*chewing* *swallowing* can i have more, plz? *shows her empty plate and her drooling face*(disgusting)
'but why would you want to be one when you're already emperor of the world?? huh!'
a good emperor is a piece of society. he has to fit in. thats why i decided to join ur club. deliciously hot geishas.... yummm....
ps. scoobert is all back waiting for u to feed him. apparently, he loves ur pies too. but don't give him too much pie. u still got hungry me to feed :D lol
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